Along Dippy_Hippy's Trend...

1. I’m sorry if I’ve been distant lately. I haven’t really realized how much I’m disobeying what you’ve been wanting me to do, and even though I feel a lot happier I know that I should also apologize for a ton of stuff.
2. It’s odd to know that a year ago I would have been obsessed with you…everything you say, everything you write…but now I’m over that, and I still love you, just not the way I used to. And at least the hurt I got from that is over with.
3. I really want to see you again love!!! You know that you’re my best friend forever, and you understand my life like no one else does or probably ever will. If I have a million problems in my life and can tell you all about them, and then get advice and pity, I will never have cause to be a pessimist.
4. I know that you were denying so much about yourself…well, maybe not so much, but a good deal, and now you’re not denying it anymore. That’s one of the best parts of my life right now, seeing all of your assumptions be proved wrong and make your whole life better. I will always be there for you, love.
5. Just like her, your life is improving so much now that we’re all in high school. I am so happy for you, and totally not jealous because a) I know that it’ll get just as good for me, it already has gotten wonderful; and b) I know that I was there for you in your bad times, and that makes it so worth it. Good luck and prosper!
6. This is sort of a pointless entry as I don’t know you very well. But you’re so special, everybody sees it, and if I can feel half as much confidence and grace in everything then I will be half as much a greater person. Time will reveal to me exactly what it is about you…for now, to know you is a privilege.
7. At first, when I think of you, I don’t get the rush of admiration I had when you were the only thing that connected me to bliss…but though you will never read this nor know who I am, probably, though I hope somehow you will, I want to tell you how important you have been to me. You give me knowledge, hope, a thread in this chaotic sea of a world that (no matter what I believe at a certain time) will always lead to sanity. Simply hearing your voice is a relief to me…angelic…
8. I know that you and I are very similar people. Just as so many people have said, “You are the only you,” and thank God for that because there is so much about you that I don’t want to be. But you were one of the ones who assured me that questioning was right, that it is normal for half of us. I’m proud to be part of that half, no matter if you’re on it or not.
9. Oh my God, you have made my life such fun, and you are so nice to me that I can’t thank you enough. You can be a bit blatant sometimes, but that really is good for me to hear. If there is a link between me, the dreamer, and all those people who fail to bring me completely back down to Earth, then that link is you, keeping me in a much-needed limbo.
10. Of course! How could I have forgotten to write about you? Wow, I laugh to think of you…you’re one of my best friends and I hope you’ll continue to be. I know that you don’t show half of the stuff you’re worried about, but that just helps make me stronger. Thank you, thank you, thank you, and crack up for me.
11. I just want to say I’m sorry, though you’d probably ask what for, innocent that you are. I’ve corrupted you in so many ways, and I probably regret some of them, though I’d have to think about which ones. Anyway, I’m still trying to figure out who you are. Which is hard because I influence it so much. I’m not sorry so much for corrupting you as for just being hard on you, letting myself outlet my anger into you. But you’ve handled it beautifully, and that makes you a beautiful person.
12. Where do I start? Well, I suppose I just started. How is it that I’m still getting to know you and yet I assume so much? I want to thank you, firstly, for being a person without limits. There is a part of me that just wants to dance—I met you, and now I dance as I walk everywhere. But I want to show you that I’m more than that. I think, I ponder, I am sad like everyone else, and I really am special. And I feel so much care for you; I have ever since I met you. We’re both afraid of failure. And yet I’m laying what I’ve got on the line, one more time, because you’re here…take the risk, give me a chance....